Is there a word that defines the feeling of simultaneously being happy for your friends who get to do a thing yet also ragey that you can’t participate in the thing?

Because my friends at the Academy are showing off their tickets to the Oscars on Instagram and it’s making me feel all “so cool for you!” and “GODDAMMIT YOU” at the same time.

The Academy has snubbed me by denying a Best Original Screenplay nom for my opus “Field of Beans: The Juan Valdez Story”

As a gesture of protest, I will not be attending the awards ceremony this evening.